i need a 3 hour kiss
What are we?
Lately I have been thinking about what you are to me. I’ve come to decide that that the answer is: everything. You are my everything. I like you more than I’ve ever liked any boy in my whole entire life. I love you. Not only do I like you but I’ve grown to honestly love you. You’re perfect. How you treat me is how I’ve always dreamed of being treated. We talk from dawn to dust. You always make sure I’m in a good mood (not realizing you are my good mood), you show you care a lot about me and my well-being, which is really all I need. I just want someone that gives a shit, you give a shit. Soooo I want you. All of you. I want to be able to adress you as mine. 100% mine. This completely sums up basically how I feel about you but what sucks is I have NO idea how you feel about me. I just really want to know where we stand…
- me: im ugly
- friends: no you're not
- me: I AM UGLY and that's a fact. guys don't add me on facebook and like my pictures, they don't ask for my number, i get 5 text a day, one from my dad, two from my mom, one from the phone company and another one from some girl in my class asking me if there's something for tomorrow. guys don't text me saying 'goodmorning beautiful' or just even saying 'hi whats up?' if i have any guy friends they're one maybe two. you guys DO get texts, boys flirt with you, you're always complaining about boys, when nobody ever calls me pretty. you guys get a compliment at least twice a day, boys play with your hair, kiss your cheek, hold you from behind, and i'm just there watching, and if any boy wants to talk to me it's because they want me to give them something, or to call me bad names. i don't have 120 likes on my profile picture, i'm scared of doing a party because i know i would't have any guy friends to invite. is it because i don't let anyone know me? NO, it's because i don't look good. why all the pretty girls out there are full of 'guy friends'? don't tell me because they're the best people ever because it ain't true. my teeth are not perfect, i don't like my smile, i'm insecure af, my eyes have nothing special, i don't even have the perfect body, so don't tell me i'm not ugly because i am.